Purity : 99%
Molecular Formula : C23H22FN3O
4F-ADB is an indazole-based synthetic cannabinoid from the indazole-3-carboxamide family, which has been used as an active ingredient in synthetic cannabis products and has been sold online as a designer drug. 4F-ADB is a potent agonist of the CB1 receptor, though it is unclear whether it is selective for this target.
I usually only do weak drugs like cannabis every once in a while, and I have a big passion for psychedelics and pretty much any drug that make you hallucinate. After I tried LSD for the first time I knew it wouldn’t be the last one.
About 2 months ago two of my friends stopped doing drugs because they had to get clean. This lead to me doing a lot less drugs and our prior habit of smoking weed at school came to end.
About 1 month later my friend Bob got his hands on a new substance called 4F-ADB. This is a new synthetic cannabinoid, and it is still legal in Sweden. He mixed a full gram of this substance with ~50ml of vape juice. This was a very strong 20mg/ml, far too concentrated (Most people recommend 1-4mg/ml). Anyways, he calculated it all wrong, and thought it was 2mg.
I didn’t want to test it as I knew how dangerous spice can be, but after a while I thought okay, let’s do it once. I did it a few times that week and then I laid it off.Let it soak, instead of spraying it. Spraying such big ammounts maybe can give some hotspots or something.
10gram of 4f-adb could be mixed on to 800G or even up to like 1200Gram of leaf. So you will maybe have to divide it aswell, unless you have a pretty large container lol. The ratio also depends on youre tolerence i guess.
After a few weeks we started again, but this time we started drinking the juice mixed with soda, and this is where my story starts. After a few days of doing spice i kept upping my dose.
Yesterday, around 11 am, me and my friends drink our first dose of “Spice lean”. I dose mine at about 4 mg of substance, and after about 5-10 minutes I immediately start to feel the effects. I get perspective distortion visuals. It reminded my of the LSD come up, the feeling of going mentally insane for a while. 1 hour later it wore off and I headed back to class (We had a 2 hour hole).After class me and my friends head to another friends apartment and re-dosed. This time I took 6 mg, my highest dose so far.5 minutes pass and i’m already hallucinating. The time slows down, stuff moves, colors are everywhere. “I probably took a little bit to much” I thought…
20 minutes in i’m leaning back in the couch just looking forward. I’m seeing visuals of myself standing up, and I even try to sit down, only to realize I already am. There are colors everywhere and I’m starting to feel like I had made a big mistake in dosing so high. I look at one of my friends who was pretty sober and he made me calm, knowing if i would pass out he would call an ambulance
25 minutes in i’m peaking. This is something truly spectacular. I’m starting to see myself holding conversations with people. It’s me saying goodbye, and I start seeing myself die multiple times, but different scenarios each time. Im starting to feel myself dying, and I was sure this would be the last thing I saw in life. I had gone mentally insane. My lips were cold, and I needed water. This was the scariest experience I have had ever in my entire life.
30 minutes in and it’s still going upwards. I struggle to keep my eyes open for more than a couple of seconds, but one of my friends who was pretty sober told me too keep awake. I can’t comprehend anything. I sit there and there is things everywhere. I just see things, and I know that I can die in the coming moments. I see these last thing you see before you die visuals, where i’m stuck in this all-green room for eternity. Then there is the light in the tunnel. I start seeing the effects of my death. I dream. It’s like i’m in the after-life, looking on the outcome of my life. I start seeing how my life affected other people, how my death affected my family and friends. I saw the burden my friends would have to carry, both from other people looking down on them for what they had done to me, losing friends, the trauma of witnessing my death.
40 minutes in i’m still peaking. I can barely feel my body. Every time I open my eyes I’m reminded I’m on drugs, and I’m just trying to not die. Every time I open my eyes it is like I’m reborn. I can see myself sitting in this home, and I can finally enjoy myself for the first time. I see the light seeping in from the window lighting up this trail of light in the air. The light sparked so much joy in me that I was starting to see myself survive. I was not gonna go paralyzed, or die or damage my body so much I would have to go to the hospital. I start to breathe heavily to make sure my heart and muscles were okay.
50 minutes in it is finally starting to settle. Everything is still moving and I’m still fucked up to shit, but I am starting to feel my body again. I can finally move my body after being paralyzed for 30 minutes
1 hour and 30 minutes in the effects of dying are finally gone and I feel normal again. I proceed to sleep for 1 hour.
2 hours and 30 minutes in I wake up and it is like I’m a new person. This had been the worst experience of my life, but I am so glad it happened the way it did. We go out and eat and there is like this new enjoyment there. The fact that I survived made me so incredibly happy.
So as a conclusion: Shit was real, It was way more intense than 200ug LSD+weed, and I hope I don’t try it again. I don’t know how close I was to death but it was definitely not far.